Sweet Dreams are Made of This

I find it really unsettling that at this age, I am still figuring out what to do in life while other people are either getting hitched or already on their path to chasing papers. It seems as though I have not put enough thoughts into it when in contrary, I do. God I really do. It's just that after a while it gets exhausting when life doesn't turn out the way you plan it. Sure, I'm grateful for how my life is thus far and I honestly. for a second would not think it'll turn out the way it is. But it made me realize that as much as you want to, you can't actually control your life because it's not yours to begin with. Then again, it'll be nice to stay in a loft in LA with a cat or two.